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BEACON OF EXCESS

by PASHA

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1.
PUDDING POP 03:40
Don't ever leave me I couldn't breathe without you Need your attention Absolve me of my guilt When I need a purpose I look to you cuz you're my Pudding, pudding pop Pudding, pudding pop Pulling, pull apart Pudding, pudding pop Angel, lover Tireless martyr Crucified mother Made just for me Help me be myself Cut from your image Don't ever leave me I couldn't survive without you Baptise me honey Holy ablution My ego in your hands Only one that I trust cuz you're my Pudding, pudding pop Pudding, pudding pop Pulling, pull apart Pudding, pudding pop Angel, lover tireless martyr crucified mother make me feel clean Help me be myself Cut from your image Don't ever leave me You know that I'm fragile You know that I'm empty I rely on your strength In this world of aggression You put me at ease cuz you're my Pudding, pudding pop Pudding, pudding pop Pulling, pull apart Pudding, pudding pop Angel, lover Tireless martyr Safe harbor To trust and believe Help me be myself Cut from your image
2.
I know you've been waiting for deference Something that you notice in its absence Power to weakness to power Leads you like a lamb to the slaughter I know you've been waiting for deference Something that you notice in its absense Power and influence Power leads you out of the depths and towards the altar Don't ask me how Refer to the handbook Violence in fine print Patient all your life We own your body We own your time while you're I know you've been waiting for healing You're waiting, you're waiting, you're waiting For permission that will never come You're waiting for rewards for your loyalty You're waiting for the privileged few to notice you To lead you like a lamb to the slaughter To lead you out of the depths and towards the altar You're waiting for your ship to come in So patient as the walls burn down around you To lead you like a lamb to the slaughter To lead you out of the depths and towards the altar I know you've been waiting for deference Something that you notice in its absence Power and influence Power leads you out of the depths and towards the altar Don't ask me how refer to the handbook Violence in fine print Patient all your life We own your body we own your time while you're Waiting, you're waiting, you're waiting For permission that will never come You're waiting, you're waiting, you're waiting For permission that will never come
3.
Ko te prati Zatvor si napravila Za sebe Zapalio ceo okean Vatra, ah Idalje gori
4.
YOU ARE HERE 01:43
Eyes on the water Gonna die on this landfill We can say we tried But who bear witness for us here Here In the air in the water Here In the air in the water Did you pull the levers Or did you cut the wires Finally what's the difference When the wake still hits the shore here Here In the air in the water Here In the air in the water Sick and spinning still Nailed to the axis of this earth Everything you touch now Withers on the vine Keep your eyes on the water A new malice waits for you here Here In the air in the water Here In the air in the water
5.
Always in motion Always spinning Cross the Earth Cross the Earth Feet firmly planted On shifting soil Cross the Earth Ah Past holds hostage Ah Burden of choice Burden of proof Carry that Cross the earth Over and over Repeat their mistakes Catch and release Ah Past holds hostage Ah Always in motion Always spinning Cross the Earth Feet firmly planted On shifting soil Cross the Earth Ah Past holds hostage Past holds hostage The harder the shell the softer the flesh The longer the sentence the sweeter the death
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Instrumental
7.
THE LADDER 03:19
I feel your rigid defences I'd expect nothing less We consent to building fences More things I'd later regret Climb higher Climb higher Dancing on this broken back Innocence never paid debts A bait and switch Based on lack Do you have any regrets Hey do you Hey do you Push another one down the ladder Am I redeemed by another ones failure Am I redeemed by another ones faults When you decide to come around You might not be welcome Climb higher Climb higher Am I redeemed by another ones failure Am I redeemed by another ones faults Climb higher Climb higher Am I redeemed by another ones failure Am I redeemed by another ones faults
8.
You are mine Always Keep you safe From reality You are mine Always close to me Keep me company You are my Prized possession Got a gilded cage for baby You are mine Only No one touches You but me You are my prized possession Got a gilded cage for baby You are grace and mercy Isolated so you need me You are mine I protect you Nothing less would do For my prized possession Gilded cage for baby For baby For baby For baby

about

This album has been a labor of love and a challenge. This first video is as much a part of the project as all the music! So please enjoy the culmination of a lot of hard work by some of the most talented and incredible people I know at the link below. xox

youtu.be/LZhkQwV68Hs

Physical tape release can be found at
girlsville.bandcamp.com/album/joy-beacon-of-excess
xoxoxo

Social media: @pashinka700

credits

released December 1, 2022

All music and vocals by Pasha Jovanovic
Electronics in Power and Influence by Ruth Mascelli
Electronics in The Ladder by Griz Palella
Additional guitar in Pudding Pop and Cross the Earth by F.
Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by Andy Gross
Cover Art by Sam Klickner @chalicesofvision
Thank you to the Material Institute

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JOY was a three piece from New Orleans Louisiana and has evolved to become a solo project by lead singer and guitarist, Pasha

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